So, I've decided to make a new blogspot blog. God, its been over a year since the deterioration of my old one and I cannot believe how much has changed.
Anyways, I'm not sure what this will really be but ever since tumblr became a "thing" it has become harder and harder to post my thoughts on my tumblr. I become to terrified of others reading it and going back into the cycle of whispered words and dramatic interpretations that were so common in high school.
But as time goes on, as my friends finish their first year of university I cannot help but feel envy. I know that leaving school was one of the smartest and best decisions I've made in a life that has so far been primarily marked with bad ones.
Andbutso, I'm waiting. Waiting to see if I get accepted into my first choice school, waiting to see if moving out will truly pan out, waiting for the results of job interviews and waiting for a change.
Well that's a lie, I am actively trying to change, its just one can only change so much when stuck in the same place.
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